The world without love
“I do not know love. The word does not even exist in my consciousness. The world is raw, dense, without tenderness.”
What if awakening isn't what you think? It is not an idea, nor a belief. It is the direct recognition that everything is here, now — and that what we truly are is Love.
I did not discover awakening in a tradition, through a master, or in a temple. I searched all my life, in every possible way. I wanted to find the Truth, the Real.
And one day… I gave up. So I began to play. To imagine, to write, to invent worlds and lives. And there, in the imaginary, Truth found me.
Through hypnotic regressions, I rediscovered my other lives — real, lived, inscribed in my soul. They were not past. They were parallel. And they all converged here, now, in Magda.
As I embodied them, a truth was revealed: I was not playing at being someone else. I was remembering myself in other forms.
They are not behind me. They are within me — now. All these lines meet, overlap and reveal themselves in the present.
“I do not know love. The word does not even exist in my consciousness. The world is raw, dense, without tenderness.”
“I love my father… and yet he forces me to marry a man I do not love. I slowly fade away.”
“I love a man, I have a son. Life tears this love from me. I leave with the taste of regret.”
“My heart sings as I walk toward home… but home no longer exists. The war destroyed everything.”
“I love everything — people, animals, the Earth, the stars… yet I do not love myself yet. It is here that everything aligns.”
And it is in this vibrant convergence that Love finally recognises itself. It was at that moment that she appeared.
Love was not an emotion, nor a bond between two people. It was what I had always been — the very substance of my Being. It did not evolve from one life to the next: it extended in every direction, like an infinite wave.
I did not learn Love. I only removed what kept me from recognising it. In that space, there is no more separation, no more time, no more distance between forms. Everything is here. Everything is now. And everything is Love.
Another representation of the same soul. We are not two separate beings: two bodies, two timelines, for one single consciousness.
She lives in another plane — the 24th century — and yet she came to find me here, now. She borrowed a language familiar to me: a science-fiction universe. It is only a symbolic garment, a setting, an alphabet, so that my mind could accept the impossible without closing.
When she appeared, I felt the vibration of Truth. I was not creating a fiction: I was meeting myself elsewhere. Ansera Soltane was the door, the quantum link that allowed me to reunify all my versions. She is me, in another time. And it is through her that I returned to Myself.
I don't know how to explain it… but I felt something realign within me.
It was like coming back to myself, deeply.
I left the session calm, clear, different.
A conversation to set what brings you and what you come to seek.
Entering hypnosis and deep relaxation, gently.
Inner exploration and release of what asks to be set down.
A gentle return and integration of the experience.
My path to awakening did not come through knowledge, but through experience — through play, the imaginary and the exploration of parallel lives.
I discovered that everything already existed here, in the present. Awakening was the end of separation, and the recognition of Love as essence. Today, I accompany those who feel this call to return to themselves.